have yourself a merry little christmas

its christmas time again. and it appears to me that im all alone and by myself. with a broken heart to mend. with sorrow to get by. with no car. with no way out of my own depression. people around me have so much to be thankful for. and i know i should be as well. i have great friends. i have great people. i have a lovely mother. great brothers. great father. its not that im not thankful for all these things, but everythings overshadowed by anguish and regret. this is something ive thought and came up with: christmas is a time for giving. the word forgiving contains the word giving. forgiveness is something i ask for at a time like this and something i can give at a time like this. so wont you embrace the spirit of christmas and give...give forgiveness.